I don’t have be sociable. Don’t think my life sucks because I don’t go out intoxicating myself a few times a week with annoying self centered people. There are far more beautiful things in life that I can do by myself, with my own company. Not many people interest me. I have a life time of years ahead of me to meet people who I will get along with and share things with. I’m not going to force relationships with people. Sometimes I have a made up person in my imagination that would love the same music, and sing a long with me, and we’d both love anything creative and together we brought out the best in each other. But right now, I’m content with that person being myself.
I wonder if anyone ever looks at me while I’m doing something and thinks I’m pretty. Because I do that all the time to people.
part of me wants to wear leather jackets and red lipstick and be super sexy and break boys’ hearts but then I also want to wear sundresses and be sweet and cute and shy and giggly but a different part of me wants to be beautiful and smart and mysterious and another part of me just wants to sit in bed and watch netflix while I eat pizza
every 182 times you blink you become more and more pop punk
why settle for anything less than the best
i don’t understand why people are so afraid of being alone these days
what is so appealing about being in and out of relationships your whole life
if you’re alone you never get let down, you can do things how ever the fuck you want to do them and whenever, you never have to worry about how much someone is going to effect your mood or work around someone, i could go on forever
i mean not even relationships, people feel the need to have a million and one friends
i just don’t get it